Wheels are always turning – sometimes forward and sometimes backwards and sometimes just barely. That is okay – for there are times when our bodies, minds, hearts, and spirits are ready for a forward push and other times where we almost just sit still and then, of course, those other times where we feel like, “haven’t I done this already? How can I have ended up back here again? I thought I learned my lesson the last time I was in this circumstance.”
Try not to fret and fear and go into self-doubt and blame when this happens. If you find yourself in a difficult situation – one you have been in many times before, ask yourself why. Really sit and ask why, to your heart, mind, body and soul. Is it just me? Is it the economy? Is it the country; the fact that I am a woman? OR is there something in this for me? Is there a lesson here just for little ole’ me? Can I get rid of the fear that accompanies this situation to really look at the situation: what brings it on, how does it react in my body, what are my typical responses and when do I have similar responses? Narrow it down to the lowest common denominator. Take it back to your childhood or take it back to a previous life. What kind of situation might I have been in during a previous incarnation to make this situation be my karma in this life? Guess at it – it can’t hurt anything. Then ask what lessons you would need to learn to neutralize the karma around such a situation and then take them on with knowing and understanding. When things settle, start rolling forward again but this time with less baggage from the past.
